happy new year!!!!! hope it brings me another colourful world(with appropriate lifestyle)!!!! really hope so..but too much patience needed to make it came true...love him love him love him....who? haha...since no one knows this blog..just let me be honest keyh? i love him but right now i have to change..WHY??? one thing i've learned lately is "Love is nothing, wen the one you love was(which one is righter? is or was..haha..personal quote) not the greatest" right now i'm focusing all my heart to love the one who was, is and always be the greatesr..eventough my heart (or is it nafs) rebels with all its might..yeah!!! i noe i can do this..i'm gonna try..no matter what..Go, GO, GO!!!!!!! right now i'm battling with myself about something..maybe something from that blog touches my heart..it hurts..but i'm going to be strong!!!! i can do it!!! mujahidah mukminah!!!