30.4.11

i am hepi...really am..

ngeeee~

my ayah is talking to me again! he even cracked a joke about tommorrow...thats a good sign...hehe...and tommrrow, we'll be out shopping! the we include me, fatin and ayah...i dunno whether to call it girls day out sine ayah is going tooo...actually, we're going to buy mama's birthday present...and i am proud to say, i am able to pay my share rm200, thanx to some of my students paying tuiton recently and strictly budgeted days before....

honestly, cant wait for tomorrow.... \(^-^)/

9.4.11

day out

its have been a long time since i had a day out...eventho today is only meant for eating and celebrating birthday of a friend of mine..this day is absolutely make it to the list of 10 best days of my life!!! hehe...i get to go around penang even its only in the car...first stop, Gurney Plaza...we're having lunch in Seoul Garden! certainly DAEBAK...haha...i have always wanted to try eating like dat...bakar atas hot plate and eat...today i even tasted KIMCHI...wawa..i get to eat until i am full! and also o get to taste honey dew ice cream which immediately be one of my favourites!!! haha...then, we headed to Queensbay Mall...we walked past Borders but decided not to enter, will go back after having a BR treat...as usual, in BR i ate my usual order, chocolate with peanut butter...hmmm *sigh* its already been a habit dat i cant get away from....lalala...

bliss......

but then, we got carried away..and when we noticed the time, its late..and we cant make it to the Borders..well,, its okay, theres always next time....

p/s: sorry, no pic..i got really occupied eating and i totally forgot...

8.4.11

vampire diaries

hehe...i know, i loved gossip girl..still do, yet, vampire diaries really are wort watching...at least it easen any remorse i felt while watching GG..hmmm..i need to stray out alil bit..and watch VD instead..the storyline is amazing...both stefan and damon, The Salvatore's Brothers are smoking HOT..really, its a piece of work! beleive me so, and start watching it...currently, i'm indulging season 2...kept me wanting for more..sorry, waldorf, i really adire u and all, yet elena get to me deeper...haha...some pic of our vamps...and oh, elena is still human btw...




yeah..i just ove their threesome..cute!

6.4.11

sorry..

this is my sorry for my inappropriate post, the few recent one..well, i've been letting my heart rule everything out...i am so sorry, and i feel ashamed for what i did..ok lets rewind...hehe..well, thats the proof dat i am still not ready for lovey dovey thingy...i really have to stop any steps toward it..and i really hope i'll stay istiqamah in doing so....

listening to fatimah syarha really lift my heart..it was fun..and sweet...ecspecially when she said dat she missed her HUSBAND..i suggest viewing..

and for anNa....regarding our last conversation...consider i am on ur team...nk sgt kawen! haha....

4.4.11

hmmmmm...

i feel a bit down earlier..thanx to the presentation i had today..well, that's maybe my fault..whatever! hmmmmm....and then i feel slightly better after an unexpected thing happens...then, i log on to the internet..start my usual blog-hopping - still the same sequence..encountering red,,,i dunno how to feel..a bit confused...i dont know....

2.4.11

for u... (read;MAqzUyAN)



TANJOUBI OMEDATTOU...

*sigh*


i dunno what i have been thinking all this while...i'm supposed to be happy today, lyke i did last year on this very same day...but not today...i am supposed to be able to stop pining for him, yet constant brought up of the subject that i kept in a sealed box by my other friends keep reminding me how its like...seriously i hate it..i've been sleeping all day as that is the only anaesthetic that i can find to sop feeling the way i do..since it is really depressing...*sigh*

what make things worst, i came up with a photo...the only photo dat i can save from a folder that i've lost forever..honestly, i would do anyting in this wor
ld to get my hand on all the photo we've taken with this photo..seriously i'm confused..i like dat memory..really i do...*sigh*
before i cant stop myself brooding...i have to really stop now...hmmm...