ok, i know that the title was obviously should not be the title as it already violate the supposedly length of a title as stated in the writing ettiquette ( i do wonder if such thing really exists but for the sake of this post lets just assume it doesnt exist or should it be that it exists?) yet, whatever..i justwrote the fist thing that came into my mind and seriously, this is not a real life situation..WAIT! maybe it is..but it doesnt necessarily literally means that..yet still..(okay, i'm confusednagain. so before i started withe the never-ending-battle-of-what-is-and-what-isnt with myself, lets get on with it already)
WARNING!!(or should it be
DISCLAIMER):
This post doesnt really connect to anyone, its just an errant thought i have while studying chemistry at a really EARLY hours in the morning (haha..i said early, i really mean it as in 3 a.m early)
well here goes....Actually i'm used to having a boyfriend or at least a guy that totally into me who doesnt usually do normal conversation with other girls which i mean, he usually dont do normal conversation with girls other than me..(normal : conversation along with humour, inquiry, caring and all that stuff) since before, i dont really have any real really close girlfriend (except for syates and some other friends of course and why is that, i also didnt know) this thing hadn't bothered me even once. I guess, most of us are familiar with the mentality that ur boyfriend (bf) have to please ur girlfriend as well as he pleases u. And this is what i thought, wouldnt he be doing things to please ur bgff would make ur bgff falls for him, and it only the matters of time that ur bf will suddenly have an epiphany and realise that he actually likes ur bgff instead of u, and then this is when self-sacrificing came into the picture, when u know ur bgff and bf loves each other so very badly and they put up the pretence of not loving each other just so not to hurt you, but u find out anyway and u decide to back off and not be the third person anymore..since when did u become the third person??? i know , i do sound pessimist.well forgive me as this come from a girl who barely have had a bgff..
well i do myself encounter some similar situation, but its not really my bgff that he was dumping me for, it was his bgff, so i guess that doent really count..FINE!!!but there's always story, movie, drama or soap opera featuring this kind of story where the bf ends up with the bgff, it turns out that the bgff were the heroine of the show, could really life be so unfair????? ( i know, i'm being emotional about small matter, but this is my blog, my teritory, so, i get to say what i wanted..haha..deal with it..)
i do found some similar plot in a comic i've read recently(yeah, i read comic to, and easily influenced by it also)but thank fully the one who lose her bf to her bgff is the heroine and at last she met her own soulmate, at least it lessen my remorse..haha! so thats it, that's what i thought or at least a bit and chunks of it...i felt better after unloading it..HA! *exhale*
we really have so much fun picking presents for the baby...seriously..if i have my own..i'll have as much fun doing baby-stuff-shopping...i cant wait!!!
and then, unexpected happen...SPLASH!.. great..my phone (which was actually not mine..its syuha's.-long story) and now its screen is doing that blurring thingy..i am so dead! and the story goes...we came back to farabi after dropping rozan off at the bus station and we ( me and syuha) had some relaxing time in cc..hehe..as always..then, i went back to my room..after some serious showering and praying, i decided to get ready to go back to langkawi..thats when i realize i've lost the 'duit kut' huhu..and i searched and searched and searched until i come to notice! i'm already late..i jz have about enough time to rush to kuala kedah and ctch the 5.30 p.m ferry..so, i rush and trush and rush some more..i found some uneaten cake which then i brought to syuha's room..well i have some serious confessing to do..i hv to bring something to soften her..anyway after some explaining and confessing -with a rushed condition..i finally apologize and tell her i have to leave now...syuha told me to drive carefully and do not speed..how can i not speed whn i am in a rush? its already 5 p.m...then i hurriedly went to my car when suddenly felt some itching in my ears...just great! now i have ant vandalizing my auditory tract..afraid of serious affected concentration during my drive..i went back to syuha's room and asked her to help me put some water into my ear..after about 5 minute, i'm sure that the ant wasnt there anymore..i hurriedly wear my scarf and barely walk down the stairs.. i basically jumped and run to the car, and all the while, people were staring..why should i care.. i am already so late...its already 5:10 p.m..and i drove as fast as i could and i arrived in pngklan polis marin kul.kdah at 5:25 p.m..i'm amazing right? absolute F1 racer..haha..next step, i hv to be in jetty in only 5 minutes..uh oh, i hv no other choice but the shortcut..the dangerous short cut..even the oficer in charge were worried to let me go through with the shortcut as it involved climbing over a gate..going through some seriously full-of-holes-bridge and really not suitable for sumone wearing jubah and tudung labuh..and the weird expression that the officer were wearing while i handed the car keys to him were also bothering me...but..i'll saved it for later..at the time being i have some spidey work to do...after jumping and dodging hole at the dreadful bridge with some serious heavy suitcase in my hand, i met 2 pak cik who absolutely wear that weird expression and amazed look on their faces..haha..some girls with flowy jubah and tudung labuh was doing some serious acrobatic move..that were really some sight! hehe..at last, i arrived at jetty at exactly 5:28..again i was ruching when i caught a glimpse of my reflection at the nearby car..and guess what? i wore my tudung inside out! well that's explained the weided expression..haha..i kept chanting to myelf..this is trend, this is trend as i didnt have time to change it, i have to confirm my ticket first..haha..i have to suffer more time of humiliation..whatever..i dont really care..then, i saw it! the ferry was scheduled at 5:45 p.m..arghh...i have been rushing for nothing! but i calmed myseld and tell myself, its okay..this mean, i have ample time to solat asar..and i really thought that was the end of my bad luck..after praying..i left surau at about 5:40 and since i hv another 5 minutes i bought canned drink and i used he change to call my mother telling her i'm in 5:45 ferry (my phone is dead, so i hv to call her by payphone) and the ferry left me..its still early and the ferry have left! i am so frustrated..seriously...so i have to take the 7 p.m ferry..GREAT! just GREAT! now i have a lot of time..really i was rushing for NOTHING..out of frustration, i went out to find some food, which i ended up in myFC..this also i considered as bad luck bcoa i've used my last rm20 which i allocate for second hand novel...*sigh* thats the story of my baddest day!!
