*sigh*

i dunno what i have been thinking all this while...i'm supposed to be happy today, lyke i did last year on this very same day...but not today...i am supposed to be able to stop pining for him, yet constant brought up of the subject that i kept in a sealed box by my other friends keep reminding me how its like...seriously i hate it..i've been sleeping all day as that is the only anaesthetic that i can find to sop feeling the way i do..since it is really depressing...*sigh*

what make things worst, i came up with a photo...the only photo dat i can save from a folder that i've lost forever..honestly, i would do anyting in this wor

ld to get my hand on all the photo we've taken with this photo..seriously i'm confused..i like dat memory..really i do...*sigh*

before i cant stop myself brooding...i have to really stop now...hmmm...