freakin out

i am totally in a freaking out mode..

why???

easy, i have my first paper in less than a week, yet i havent touched anything and still behind on my revision part..why am i being this way? I am supposed to be working my a** off in order to get better result..

faratul, please remember, u, urself  have promised to urself, to work extra harder this semester as to increase ur GPA, so that u'll have a more convincing and safer cgpa to go on for another 3 years for your degree programme..yet now, u're still slacking..what have gotten into u? please fara, start, or else, u'll be very regretful..

i am actually analysing my problem to determine, the factor behind my laziness...basically, i'd like to blame it to the internet..yes, i know, its pathetic..blaming something that i should be able to have control over..i'm sorry, i am just to arrogant to blame myself..please, laziness go away, and please come the old hardworking faratul...wawawawa..

okay, i'm done complaining, now, returning to my feeble attempt in trying to focus...
wish me luck....and oh, i'm meeting my academic advisor tmr..will give u details afterward..
till later, xoxo..

faratul..