ok, i know that the title was obviously should not be the title as it already violate the supposedly length of a title as stated in the writing ettiquette ( i do wonder if such thing really exists but for the sake of this post lets just assume it doesnt exist or should it be that it exists?) yet, whatever..i justwrote the fist thing that came into my mind and seriously, this is not a real life situation..WAIT! maybe it is..but it doesnt necessarily literally means that..yet still..(okay, i'm confusednagain. so before i started withe the never-ending-battle-of-what-is-and-what-isnt with myself, lets get on with it already)
WARNING!!(or should it be DISCLAIMER):
This post doesnt really connect to anyone, its just an errant thought i have while studying chemistry at a really EARLY hours in the morning (haha..i said early, i really mean it as in 3 a.m early)
well here goes....
Actually i'm used to having a boyfriend or at least a guy that totally into me who doesnt usually do normal conversation with other girls which i mean, he usually dont do normal conversation with girls other than me..(normal : conversation along with humour, inquiry, caring and all that stuff) since before, i dont really have any real really close girlfriend (except for syates and some other friends of course and why is that, i also didnt know) this thing hadn't bothered me even once. I guess, most of us are familiar with the mentality that ur boyfriend (bf) have to please ur girlfriend as well as he pleases u. And this is what i thought, wouldnt he be doing things to please ur bgff would make ur bgff falls for him, and it only the matters of time that ur bf will suddenly have an epiphany and realise that he actually likes ur bgff instead of u, and then this is when self-sacrificing came into the picture, when u know ur bgff and bf loves each other so very badly and they put up the pretence of not loving each other just so not to hurt you, but u find out anyway and u decide to back off and not be the third person anymore..since when did u become the third person??? i know , i do sound pessimist.well forgive me as this come from a girl who barely have had a bgff..
well i do myself encounter some similar situation, but its not really my bgff that he was dumping me for, it was his bgff, so i guess that doent really count..FINE!!!but there's always story, movie, drama or soap opera featuring this kind of story where the bf ends up with the bgff, it turns out that the bgff were the heroine of the show, could really life be so unfair????? ( i know, i'm being emotional about small matter, but this is my blog, my teritory, so, i get to say what i wanted..haha..deal with it..)
i do found some similar plot in a comic i've read recently(yeah, i read comic to, and easily influenced by it also)but thank fully the one who lose her bf to her bgff is the heroine and at last she met her own soulmate, at least it lessen my remorse..haha! so thats it, that's what i thought or at least a bit and chunks of it...i felt better after unloading it..HA! *exhale*
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