Back to the title for today...boyfriends...someone who are dearest to me at the time being...since I put 's' at the end of that controversial noun, i do mean it literally..it indicates plurality...so let's go through with it one by one...
Boyfriend No 1
why exactly I pick this person as my number one, his love for me were unquestionable and as far as the whole land and as deep as an ocean...he cares for me and often cry for me..he wAs the most compassionate person anyone have ever known..yet, I ignore his love...I turned away from all his advices...I shied away from his love, and sometime I do despise myself, why am I so stubborn in accepting those love...so, now, I'm trying my best to put him in the very first place (for boyfriends) in my heart...it is hard, but still I am trying my best to do so...this person was the most admirable person ever walked on earth, Prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h..(selawat dan salam buat Nabi Muhammad serta ahli keluarga dan sahabat baginda) I'd really wish to be able to meet him one day...InsyaAllah..
Boyfriend No 2
Sometimes I do think that I dont deserve such unrequited love from this person..I've never done anything that made me entitled for that vast love...all I did since I was a little girl was just hurting him, and giving him headache with my temper tantrum, he did get totally angry with me but he still loves me...all through my crisis teenager year when I was a bit lost in finding my own identity, he didn't look at me yet he still accepts me, he help me find my own way, in his very own unique way..he cares for us like a princess..not in a way by giving us so much leisure..but by protecting us, as if an time had persons might kidnap us or hurt us...he would do anything for us his daughters...yes the person I'm talking about is Mr. Harun Hashim, my one and only caring father..I'd really wish I could make him real proud of me one day...pinky promise..
Boyfriend No 3
Here, this one is entirely a different story, he always pained me with headache, he was and still is stubborn but at times he could be very understanding, sometimes he is sweet ( usually there will be a hidden motive there) , but then what can I say, he certainly knows how to make me laugh, better yet, pisses me off...his ego was as bigger as mine, yet we do get along together...sometimes he call me sayang over the phone, just because he wanted to, and it never failed making me want to puke all my last meals out...he likes to brag, about everything just so he could look cool...he hated every guy that made me; his older sister, cries...hehe, I'm currently writing about my devilishly naughty lil brother Mohd Kautsar Harun..and also he have grown taller than I am and turn out quite good looking (just don't ever tell him I said that)...because of his tall-ness, he always pat my head when comforting me if I bawl like a baby...thehehe>.< ...aaaa, since I was already writing abou how my lil brother treat me like I'm his younger sis, I just wanted to add that, thanx to my baby-like face...I was officially the youngest in my siblings, plus fatin is more matured than I ever did...
Boyfriend No 4
At last, we come to the end of the list, to be truthful, this spot is still empty and up for application...haha..I was reserving this last spot, but never the least, for that special someone who will do me the honor of choosing me as his 'bidadari' as Hilal put it.. :)
Honestly, this bf no 4 need to have at least the respect of bf no 2 and 3 and also really adore bf no 1..I've been liking many guys all this years, yet none really gain the respect of my bf no 2, its only logical cz none of them were man enough to face my bf no 2, just expecting me to tell my bf no 2 , the whole story...so, my future hubby, if u were reading this, please be man enough to do it the right way..
I'll be the one giving answers but that doesn't mean I'm the one you should asked the question to...
That's it for now...till later...xoxoxo
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