23.3.10

a story i found after rumagging through my old stuff

actually it was an essay that i've written a long time ago..i jz wanted to write it back..all the character name has nothing to do with anyone alive or deceased..

he was wonderful. he can mesmerize people with his word. all the thought that he keep immortalised by locking it in the form of words and sentence that eventually caught her attentionand touches her heart totally, she wasn't the lit-kind-of-gal. she was cheerful, vulnerable and a bit shallow minded as was childish. but then she changed, she tried to be just like that boy in order to get his attention. and with that the story begins....

"rania! hey, wait up! want to see my latest manuscript? actually its main theme is none other but love"

"hmm. let me see. 'love is subjective but how subjective is subjective'. the tittle seems interesting" ..and complicated, she added silently.

"you can keep it first, after you had finished reading it, then you can give me back"

"ok then, i have to go now. see you later. bye"

"bye"

diraz stood there watching rania as she ran towards her friend trying to catch upwith them. one thing diraz didnt know was, how much rania wanted to stay there and spend much longer time with him but she didnt want her feeling for him be that obvious. he stood there still watching till rania was far enough that he cant see her and then started to walk on towards the library.

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...it wouldnt end and comes suddenly without us realising it but still its beauty would stay and it should be shared with the wind..
rania has finished reading diraz's work. it was interesting yet compliccated and was way too hard to be interpreted by a single minded girl lyke rania. well, rania has decided to confess her feelings for diraz by using the same way. writing in meaningful words, but no matter how hard she tried, she cant be lyke him. at last, after trying hard for almost all night, her first work of literature, as it was called, finished. she would give this to diraz tomorrow along with his manuscript.that night rania sleep soundlessly.

now, both diraz and rania have become closer each daybut only via phone, as it was school holiday. Both of them were just friend but the time they spent talking to each other, texting each other were too valueable for rania. diraz once stated that he also adores rania which had successfully swept her off her feet. the continuity of their relationship had made rania believes that diraz felt the same way as she do. suddenly, one day they have quite a big row over small matter. from hat moment, they stopped contacting each other. rania was totally lost.

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school starts again, in school, diraz and rania act like they dont know each other. diraz continues to write his own belle-lettres which eventually will be read by rania. but still, diraz style of writing is so complicated. sometimes, rania felt that, all this time she had been cheated by dirz. on the other hand, diraz really doesnt even bother trying to explain things to rania. she was left with complete awkwardness, emptiness yet full of question.

its rania's birthday. she invited all of her friendsto her birthday party. coincidentally, she shared her birthday with atsuko. after being forced by his friend, diraz too was attending rania's birthday party. when he was busy looking out for rania, he saw a glimpse of her talking cheerfully and brightly to khai. out of nowhere, he felt some sort of envy and jealousy, and thats when he realised that he was actually not only adore rania but instead, he has fallen in love with her. that day, he left rania's house without saying a word to anyone.

he wrote another poem.this time he was actually trying to confess about his feeling and the next day, he gave that one-page-length poem to rania and stood there, waiting for her response. like his other manuscript or poem, this one were as complicated. unfortunately, rania was sick of it. she was so sick of being cheated over and over again. after reading it, she returned it back to diraz and said, "whatever" and she walked away...

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